I research my family because I feel the huge desire to be connected to them.
I scanned many photos from a recent trip to my mother’s home. 99 Old photos scanned and many photos I’ve never seen before.
This photo is of my mother when she was a baby and her father and my [...]
My son and daughter are on their way to Missouri. My son in law has a training out in Missouri for some months, and Jess is going to stay there with him. She’s pregnant and due in December and ofcourse has my first grandchild with her as well. My son, Stephen, drove with her thankfully [...]
What does an epileptic person look like normally? Normal. Well, okay – mostly normal. :)
What does this one feel like?
Broken.
When I feel this way I turn to the camera lens to show me what I look like on the outside. It’s my own form of “therapy”. The last time I did this [...]
Hi.
It’s me – your heart again.
Did you forget me?
Have I done something wrong?
I want to be loved.
Can we at least try?
The definition to this via the Wikipedia is:
Unrequited love is love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may or may not be aware of the admirer’s deep affections. The Merriam Webster Online Dictionary defines unrequited as “not reciprocated or returned in kind.”
To [...]
Can this get any better – really?
The last seizure I had was Sept 2, 2010 or so. Then, the doc let me back to work (thank goodness!) which meant I also got my license back (yay me!).
However, after being back to work since March 2011 I’ve had the following seizures:
Week of May [...]
I was married in May of 2006 to a very good friend of mine. As of June 2011, I am now divorced from a very good friend of mine. The marriage gave me many good things, and the divorce gave me freedom from a self created alter reality. There were err’s on both sides, as [...]
I saw the movie “Priest” and I’m officially in Lust with the character, “Priest”. No. Seriously. I can’t help it, I was made this way.
I’m not going there on the whole “Rapture” end of the world thing. But thought I’d stick it in [...]
I had a BLAST this past Saturday. I took my Jeep out with a group from the Bay Area and we went to Hollister Hills. I got to do the obstacle course, and found that my poor Jeep is a smidge short – I dented my skid plate. Ha! Oh [...]
Really. I feel so high it’s amazing. My life is truly wonderful.
My weight loss is going well. I’m in the 150s from the 190s. So 40lbs plus a bit lost. I’m feeling good, and quite a bit of sexual energy happening as well. Yeah, I know it’s a public blog – but if [...]
