Posts Tagged ‘love and light’

My hubby turned 41 just 8 days after me! It’s tough being an older woman. LOL Even if by 8 days! He doesn’t let me live it down!

My son, Stephen, is out of the hospital and home – he’s on Lithium and I’m not at ALL happy about it. To be quite honest I would like to take him off of it all! He’s got tremors so badly and now headaches. I’m calling the doc tomorrow. This is not acceptable! His mood is good… he’s happy to be home!

My son, James, is driving! He got his license and the insurance wasn’t all that bad! So…. I don’t see him much! hee hee – oh to be young again!

My daughter, Jessica, came over this weekend… ahhhhh… I love having my baby girl around – although she’ll be 20 on March 21st! ARGH! She’s getting older… not me!

My son, Daniel J, is going through some struggles right now. He’ll be okay… in time. Seems some restrictions at home are getting to him… you know, regular teen stuff! Rules at one house, rules at another.

I am doing wonderfully actually.  Just juggling all of the life that comes at me.  Work is wonderful – the folks I work with are absolutely awesome.  Seriously I couldn’t have asked for a better team to work with.  Kudos to my wonderful employer!

I’m so tired though… so so tired. Time for a weekend out! Somewhere!

Bless you all – Love and Light My Beautiful Friends

I’ve written once before requesting my readers to send some good thoughts, prayers, energies… whatever you believe in – to Alex.  Alex is a “Blog Friend” that I have – he went in for surgery in December, but hasn’t woken and is in a coma.  His mother and father are with him I believe.  His younger brother Jay has been wonderful at working on Alex’s blog and keeping Alex’s readers up to date on as much as he knows.

While I’ve never physically met Alex, or his brother or his family or his girlfriend – well, Alex is someone that has commented on my blog – I’ve read his posts and commented to him.  For whatever way we can call someone a friend – I consider him mine.  He’s a young guy and I’m thinking he’ll make it out of all of this but I can tell you I don’t know much else.  I won’t bother his brother much other than to comment when he rights so he knows others are listening to him and what he’s going through.

Alex always posted about seeing the positive in everything.  I believe he’s a strong guy.

Again, I’ve only *met* Alex through the Blogosphere.  But I feel so sad.

Please send Alex and his loving family all the positiveness you can think of for just a moment in your day.  I personally believe we do very well when positive energies (prayers, etc.) are sent our way.

Wake from your sleep Alex – please.

Love and Light,

Monica

Alex’s Blog (Jay is maintaining until Alex can blog again) www.AlexIsWired.com

I’m off to a client’s and wanted to say a quick hello.

Energy Of Friends

Interestingly enough, I don’t think I ever understood truly what a friend is until I hit 40.

I’d call them, they’d call me – we would do kinda a data dump and that was that.  Contact positive – we are a go for silence.

But at 40 or a little before I began *seeing* those around me.  My best friend in particluar.  In my opinion her spirit is a *healer*.  She’s one that will listen and give back positive energy.  No matter how badly I have behaved.

How good of a friend am I?

The Answer:  Not the best I can be.

So daily – I think of things to implement into the day to day life of those I love and care for.

A letter here (handwritten – not email), an email there with a short but sweet positive thought for the day, a bouquet of flowers sent.

I’m working on my friendship abilities.  It’s a daily process.

To those that are my *bloggy friends* – you are truly the best.  A comment here or there, some humor in posts or inspirations, or just hearing how your life is.  It’s beautiful and I’m learning.

Friends – the energies around them is beautiful.  Thank you for being *you*.

Love and Light,

Monica

I’ll give you a bit of my belief for a moment.  I am a spiritual being having a physical experience. I personally believe we live our lives here to *learn*.  I do not believe in a heaven or hell.  I believe that when we die we are all together in our spiritual light – all of us.  Yes, even those you would think or perhaps *hope* would be in hell – they are just as beautiful and as pure as we are in a spiritual sense.

With that said, there are many times I get caught in a cycle of “What Now?”.  Meaning, I know I came here to learn, but sometimes I get confused as to what it is I’m learning.  Right now, I’m in that state of confusion.

I’ll get out of this, but in the meantime I feel as if everything I say doesn’t make sense.  It’s like I’m speaking jibberish.  Literally as I speak to others they turn away, cut me off, or just walk away as if I’m not speaking.  It’s an odd feeling.  I’d say I’ve got some energies stuck somewhere.

I wish my sanctuary outside didn’t get destroyed by the wind.  I really could balance there.