… In the last months, or maybe years – I’ve grown into a very down depressed (yes, let’s just say it) person. My outlook on life, or more exact, me – has been very unsure and at times almost black. I write on my blog trying to sound as cheery and as happy as I can because this blog is for love and light – not fear and darkness. What I do know is, love and light with a touch of fear and darkness is ok. It’s not the end of my road – it’s a beautiful beginning…
This seems to be video 4 in my series this week.
I’m very much looking inside of myself right now – thus all of the sappy videos.
I am so grateful for my family. I am so grateful for my friends. I am so grateful for my life.
“You have to be his brother to understand”. An amazing writing from a teenage young man about his twin brother and what he wants others to read that are in the same place.
I told you all about the “sanctuary” I had envisioned for my backyard. I’m someone that loves Mother Nature, and loves her space to meditate. Usually that means outside of the house and closer to anything nature.
In suburbia, finding nature is difficult. My neighbors have a beautiful tree that seems to love coming over [...]
I am very thankful for the beautiful comments you all left for me.
Thank you thank you thank you.
This week I am going to be back on as much as I can, it’s been a very difficult October it seems.
Just a smidge of depression I suppose. Sometimes it hits like a ton [...]
Losing a Father-In-Law and loved one a year ago gives to this post of offering of memories. Go In Spirit Loved One (with photo and video)
One reason you won’t see alot of *deep* conversations like yesterdays here, is that this blog is my reach to others to give Love and Light. When things go a bit bumpy, I do write here – but overall, this blog is to send YOU Love and Light. From my heart to yours.
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I’m 40, and I don’t feel old. Old would be 90 perhaps. Not 40.
I smoke, have for a long time. Disgusting, I know. But I smoke.
On Friday, a first happened for me. I was called “The Mean Ugly Old White Lady” by 3 children and their father.
Here’s how [...]
There is a widget to the left and the word *drop*. I’ve said I would explain it, but not yet…. I’m gathering my own opinion on it before I do.
One thing is, if you notice the 125 x 125 widget in there – those are folks that have *paid* in EC credits (not cash) [...]
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Love and Light
First, a huge amount of gratitude to those that have commented, emailed and given their love and support in the times I’ve had in the last week.
I have had Stephen read the comments and he teared up. He’s 16 but can be touched by kind hearts and beautiful words. Thank you.
He is [...]