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I’ve listened to this when I go to sleep and I love it.  It’s 7 mins, but beautiful music if you are so inclined at the moment.

Loreena McKennitt – The Mystics Dream

We choose to find happiness or BE happy or not be happy.

It’s all in your control.

I’ve had alot of internal training that I’ve forgotten in the past week to be honest – but am bringing it back through.  Working through life with an open mind and honest heart is much better than chosing to live in the darkness of negative energies.

I’m thankful for those that have taught me so many wonderful lessons in life.  Thank you thank you thank you.

Love and Light,

Mon

It’s a scorcher right now.  It’s 8:56 PM and I’m hot and sticky!  Ewwww.

Have a wonderful night and week folks.

“Most of our obstacles would melt away
if, instead of cowering before them,
we should make up our minds
to walk boldly through them.”
- Orison Swett Marden

(I read that on iGoogle. )

It’s funny that forgiveness is sometimes so rough to do. For me, it’s almost like I purposely hold a negative feeling and thrive off of it.

Not right now.

I do forgive what was done. Completely and without a shadow of a doubt. My spirit knows better than the hold on to negative energies… even though I enjoy some low music (see below) sometimes, I just as quickly pick up the pace and raise my spirits.

It’s just what I know to do.

I love life and everything in it. I’m also very aware that I am human and sometimes we get to go through what a human gets to feel. Oh joy! Joy is a good one btw…

So, I do forgive. It feels good and so uplifting.

I’ve been dancing around my house for the last few hours – it’s quite funny if you were peaking in my window. Ya better not be!

Love and True Light,

Monica

(Another Fun One – Cotton Eyed Joe)

I’ve always expressed how I’m feeling and what I want through music, although I don’t recommend anyone listening to all of these at once ( ) it’s just how I’m feeling now.

So I’ve been 45 pounds overweight for a number of years now.  I have been eating out for dinner for 3 years it seems.  Oh, and the amount of excersie has been next to zero – thus 45 pounds!  So – my energy is coming back it seems, little by little.

I stepped on the dreaded scale and have lost 8 pounds since I’ve started eating right – well, better that is.  Next is excersise.  I have a treadmill that I don’t use.  I will have an extra bedroom now, so I think I’ll set that up as a little workout room.  It will be GREAT for the mornings and at night.

At the point I’ve got another 20 lbs to lose I can finally go back to martial arts.  I wish to GOODNESS I was in it now ’cause I so feel like kicking the sh*t out of something.  (did I just say that?)

For the last few years I’ve seemed to go catatonic.  Why?  Maybe marriage just isn’t something I thrive in personally.  I’m always looking to take care of the man.  Now I can take care of me and my kids, although they are taking care of themselves now.  Just one left in school for the last year.

So – I have some jobs to do:

• Backyard – it’s gone to hell and back it seems,  I have to save my lawn and get the weeds to die!
• Front Yard – clean up!
• My bedroom – time to girly it up!
• Rest of the house – whatever I can to make it feel like home

Life is good folks, even when it seems like it isn’t.

Love and Light,

Mon

Okay, I thought I’d publicly display my dismay (rhymes!) – but I’ve changed my mind for the momento.

So, yes – things are happening in my life but this gets to be my love and light area.  Period.  Everything else is going to be private – well… yes.

So – I’m feeling good right now.  Seriously good.  I have a house makeover to do, and some important decisions on my future.

I have one more year of school with my baby boy.  Er, 17 year old baby boy.  And then, that’s it.

What if…

What if I moved somewhere?

Liiiiike, Tennessee?  Or…. um, heck I don’t know.  I like my job and am very thankful for it, so more than likely not.  I’ll just get an apartment with a pool and fitness room and stuff.  Why not?

I can decorate in frue fruey things… things I like!

Yeah, life is good.

I do miss my hubby though.    I wont’ say I don’t.