Driving Me Crazy at the Moment

Driving Me Crazy at the Moment

July 22nd, 2005

I stopped smoking on Monday.

The worst part is at work
because that’s where I would smoke. I’m sitting here at my desk ready
to absolutely die. I’m using the patch, so there is mostly no
nicotine loss I suppose. But right now is really really bad!

I
hate smoking so much! I hate how it smells, tastes, leaves me
without any taste buds… etc. Everything that is around me when I
smoke smells so bad. I really don’t want to smoke! ARGH!

I was supposed to leave work at 1 but my ride left, and won’t be back
for a bit. With that, I’m having the worst craving ever right now
and can’t get away from work to try to get it to subside.

ARGH!

This is so bad I could absolutely cry.

Wait, it’s
starting to feel better… I need to choke someone or something. Okay, maybe something would be more legal.

I’m leaving to
go visit my aunt this weekend with Daniel and the kiddies. You’d
think that the fresh air and 20+ acres would be a GREAT thing! I
am sure it will be.

Well, over and out. According to my
quit-ometer:

I have been quit for 4 Days, 1 hour, 19 minutes and
44 seconds (4 days). I have saved $23.31 by not smoking 81 cigarettes.
I have saved 6 hours and 45 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 7/18/2005
11:47 AM

I have to say one thing that makes me feel absolutely
awesome right now… I got flowers from Daniel today. Look!
I smiled again.

Thanks Babe, I truly love you.

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